I feel so lonely and mellow today.
I'm bored with my routine, wake up in 6 a.m in the morning, rush to work, working, sitting in front of computer and doing everything my boss ask me to do that day. Waiting for time to go home, back to my "kos-kos'an", washing my clothes, or ironing my clean laundry while watching DVD or Gossip show.
I'm bored with my routine, wake up in 6 a.m in the morning, rush to work, working, sitting in front of computer and doing everything my boss ask me to do that day. Waiting for time to go home, back to my "kos-kos'an", washing my clothes, or ironing my clean laundry while watching DVD or Gossip show.
I miss Kuta crowd, I miss living in Kuta , because it's near to anywhere, and it has so many interesting and new things everyday. I miss seing strangers, local or tourist walking around at street, doing their own business. I miss meeting my friends and hanging out with them, act like nothing is matter to us, playing, walking and eating.
I miss affection I get from people I usually met. I miss connection I feel with people I love when I meet them oftenly. I used to spend almost every days in my week to hang out with people around me, especially my friends and boyfriend. I miss so many things. Although I still meet my best friend 'beb' occasionally, and my boyfriend once a week,but still I have 3-4 days doing nothing. It's not that I'm bored meeting my co-workers,and I'm not bored with my routine in office because everyday my work is various, one time I'm very busy like crazy, and one hour later I will have nothing to do at all, and doing all of them are exciting. But what I'm bored of the most is my routine, I wanna have life. I don't feel like I live in Bali, except when it's saturday already and my boyfriend come to pick me up. I'm so f#*king bored, gosh!!
I actually have a motorcycle and I can go to Kuta whenever I want to, but the problem is because I'm very uncoordinated, I can break and crash many things I got pass through even when I was just walking, so u can imagine how awful it is for me to ride motorcycle, and my workplace is somewhere at quite high place in mountain area, it has lots of hills, and I'm scared that if I ride my motorcycle I'm gonna get bad thing happen to me. But seeing my bored days lately, I must reconsider, because however, this is my own life, and I can't expect every people to come to me.
Pray for my safety, guys..gonna meet u at Kuta later!! :D
I miss affection I get from people I usually met. I miss connection I feel with people I love when I meet them oftenly. I used to spend almost every days in my week to hang out with people around me, especially my friends and boyfriend. I miss so many things. Although I still meet my best friend 'beb' occasionally, and my boyfriend once a week,but still I have 3-4 days doing nothing. It's not that I'm bored meeting my co-workers,and I'm not bored with my routine in office because everyday my work is various, one time I'm very busy like crazy, and one hour later I will have nothing to do at all, and doing all of them are exciting. But what I'm bored of the most is my routine, I wanna have life. I don't feel like I live in Bali, except when it's saturday already and my boyfriend come to pick me up. I'm so f#*king bored, gosh!!
I actually have a motorcycle and I can go to Kuta whenever I want to, but the problem is because I'm very uncoordinated, I can break and crash many things I got pass through even when I was just walking, so u can imagine how awful it is for me to ride motorcycle, and my workplace is somewhere at quite high place in mountain area, it has lots of hills, and I'm scared that if I ride my motorcycle I'm gonna get bad thing happen to me. But seeing my bored days lately, I must reconsider, because however, this is my own life, and I can't expect every people to come to me.
Pray for my safety, guys..gonna meet u at Kuta later!! :D
