Singing in the Rain

Here I am sitting alone at the office, watching the rain falls down through my window. Suddenly I have this strange urge to run out there and just jumping and dancing around under the rain, throwing all my minds away...

My childhood may have something to do with this urge. You know, when I was just a little girl, my parents always allow us (me and big bro) to play outside when it rains, they said that it's the only way to make us stronger physically, and it worked!.So until now every time I see rain falling down, especially in an afternoon like now, it always bring me back to my childhood.

As now I already turned 26, I am way more 'jaim' than I used to be, so even though the heavy rain outside feels like calling me, I have to sit still in this office. Sometime I miss the times when I can do everything I want, when I was still in college where I have some amazing, equally crazy with me, friends, who I can reach anytime I need them, miss them, or anytime I had nothing to do vice versa. Now it seems like everything is so serious, all we talk about is family, and especially, MONEY! It feels like money has becoming a most major part in our life, and no matter how I LOVE money, sometimes I'm sick of keep thinking about it, talking about it, waiting for it ( but I'm not sick of spending and having it yet though :D ). I want to be able to only talk about stupid silly useless things, gossiping with my friends.

Maybe the romantic side of me is trying to be out again, and I want to have my friends to talk about anything, talking about nothing, like when we used to sit in mall watching people walking around, criticizing the way they look, watching rich kids shopping with their family while we have to buy one glass of juice for three of us :) oh but gosh it was amazing moments and I miss it so so much..

I miss my friends, I miss my childhood, I miss being able to think about something very silly and do it just to make a funny chaos with my friends..

On the other side,the good thing being a grown up is...I don't have to ask money to my parents anymore ^^ I can make my own money, and I can make decision whether I want to stay dry OR running wet under the rain, I can eat different variations of food, I am in legal age to drink wine!. Well, as there is always two side in a story, there is also two sides in a point of view, the negative one, and the positive one..

Gotta get back to work, lil bit "Lega" after I spill this wonderment and share it :D Have a nice day folks, cheers..