LISTEN TO ME!!!

It is an usual day, sun's shining, it is a clear, hot day at Bali. People do their usual stuff, working, going to school, it seems like a perfect day. But for me, it is quite a lousy day. I cried last night because I felt like burdened with something I don't even know what. I don't know why, but that night, I felt like I was so depressed, like I have fallen from a deep hole without anyone knowing that I'm there, and I was like : ' hello, can anyone hear me?! '. I felt like I was shouting and shouting, and I knew that outside the deep hole, there were lots of people who actually can hear me, because I shouted quite loud and clear, but it seemed like nobody have enough time to stop and try to listen about any sound other than their own voice and thoughts.
I tried, I cried, and I called names of everyone I know, everyone who I thought was outside the hole, because I thought they cared enough for me to be able to hear me, but they didn't. They do answered for my call, but when I asked for their hand, to reach me and help me out of the deep dark hole, they said that they don't have time do it, they said that they didn't have enough power to pull me out from the hole, because they have to get out from their own hole, so they asked me to help them get out of their hole in return. I don't know which one of us who was being too selfish and spoiled. So I just called, and shouted, and nobody was there, until I was too tired and depressed, so I fell asleep.
On the day after, like I said, the sun is shining, it is a clear day. So I decided that I don't need anyone to help me, so I climb by myself, to get out of the hole. And I am climbing..and climbing..