I have once heard about an idiom, I don't remember it's exact word, but more less it goes like this : all the pieces of my puzzle has fallen into it's places.
I believe that each individuals have lots of aspects in their live, and if one or more of the aspects is missing, then their live won't be complete. For myself, I conclude that the aspects are : God, family, spouse, friends, career, and leisure ( hohohoho ) . Of they have different significance in my life,but if one ore more of them is missing, I sure am going to be unfulfilled.
About more less 3 weeks ago, I miss my job. Well I won't say that I was fired, but my company has some troubles so they rearrange the management, well in simple and straightforward way, they are closing down. I felt like my world is changing in one night because I have to move out from the place ( I was living in the company's house then, for about 5 years )ASAP, and we ( we = me and other employees ) have to finish ALL of our duties in 2 weeks. I was so stressed, because I didn't have a place to live, and if in 2 months I don't get a new job, I really sure that my parents will take me back to my hometown at Malang, and I didn't want it to happen because Bali and people I know here has grown on me and they have become a major part of my life. On that time, it felt as if my puzzle of life has been missing one by one. I don't mean to be over-reacted, but I just wonder of how the repercussion is. If I don't have any job, that means I won't have a place to live as well. Maybe I can survive for 1-2 months, living in boarding house, but if in 2 months I don't get any new job, I won't have any money, so I will have to come back to Malang. If I come back to Malang, that means I have to leave my new live and all people in it, and I was so sure that if I came back to Malang I wil end up as an insurance seller because one of my aunt a director of one of an insurance company in Malang and she is very eager to make me one of her employee ( hi ik, piizzzz... :) ) I was so stressed, I started to alienate people surround me ( and made me wrote the previous blog :p )
About 2 or 3 days after the news bomb was given, I got a phone call from my sist-i- law-to-be asked me to send a job application to one of new and prestigious resort group in nusa dua area wir. I sent it reluctantly because I thought that the place was wat too far away from where I live then, but I have got nothing else to lose. Unexpectedly, 5 days later I got a phone call from the management asked me to catch an interview on that day. I refused to come and asked for reschedule for the day after, and amazingly they agreed! After I hang up the phone, I just realized that I didn't know what job did I apply for,kinda silly huh :)
Anyway, because the place was high up the mountain, I have to borrow car from my sist-in-law-to-be ( gosh did I owe her sooo much ) and asked my boyfriend to take me there 1 hour before. But unfortunately, on the day everything seemed to go wrong. The car was not available until last minute, etc etc, but I was able to came to the interview place right on time. In a nutshell, the interview went good. I applied for 3 kinds of job, marketing, front office and secretary ( the last one was advice from my boyfriend ) , and the HRD asked me if was willing to be placed as secretary in head office, ha! On the next day, I was introduced to the President Director of the company, and he said : " well, I won't ask u too much question because I were very well recommended " OMG, I was hired!!I was asked to work the day after, but I refused because I still need to find a boarding house and settle my previous-to-be job. Few days later, I came to the company again for hand over and look for room to live. One of the boarding room that is closest to my workplace is full already, so we find another one quite far away. I haven't got any budget to buy a motorcycle so I have to walk to my work, so I asked my boyfriend to take me back to my workplace so I can measure how far should I go everyday. On our way to the office,we met the owner of the full boarding house one, and he said that it appears that there is still one empty room available at the back of the boarding house my boyfriend talked about. So we went to the place, and it was great!!well, not that great actually, because it was a little bit overpriced but still I can save some money because I don't have to buy motorcycle, hohoho.
Now as I sit at my desk and typing this blog, I realise that pieces of the puzzle in my life is falling into it's places. I have been looking for new job for 6 months and didn't suceeded, and when I thought that my world is falling down, I have a tiny and unintended chance, a chance which I don't think I will even consider if I don't have to, and it turns out to be one of the best thing happen to me. Now I'm leaving my old life behind, it's not like I didn't enjoy my previous year, but I really want to change to be a better person, not just in term of career, but in many other things that I think is too personal to talk about here.
Believe me, that when u r ready to let go, everything will come to u eventually with much than u can expect. Cheers :D
I believe that each individuals have lots of aspects in their live, and if one or more of the aspects is missing, then their live won't be complete. For myself, I conclude that the aspects are : God, family, spouse, friends, career, and leisure ( hohohoho ) . Of they have different significance in my life,but if one ore more of them is missing, I sure am going to be unfulfilled.
About more less 3 weeks ago, I miss my job. Well I won't say that I was fired, but my company has some troubles so they rearrange the management, well in simple and straightforward way, they are closing down. I felt like my world is changing in one night because I have to move out from the place ( I was living in the company's house then, for about 5 years )ASAP, and we ( we = me and other employees ) have to finish ALL of our duties in 2 weeks. I was so stressed, because I didn't have a place to live, and if in 2 months I don't get a new job, I really sure that my parents will take me back to my hometown at Malang, and I didn't want it to happen because Bali and people I know here has grown on me and they have become a major part of my life. On that time, it felt as if my puzzle of life has been missing one by one. I don't mean to be over-reacted, but I just wonder of how the repercussion is. If I don't have any job, that means I won't have a place to live as well. Maybe I can survive for 1-2 months, living in boarding house, but if in 2 months I don't get any new job, I won't have any money, so I will have to come back to Malang. If I come back to Malang, that means I have to leave my new live and all people in it, and I was so sure that if I came back to Malang I wil end up as an insurance seller because one of my aunt a director of one of an insurance company in Malang and she is very eager to make me one of her employee ( hi ik, piizzzz... :) ) I was so stressed, I started to alienate people surround me ( and made me wrote the previous blog :p )
About 2 or 3 days after the news bomb was given, I got a phone call from my sist-i- law-to-be asked me to send a job application to one of new and prestigious resort group in nusa dua area wir. I sent it reluctantly because I thought that the place was wat too far away from where I live then, but I have got nothing else to lose. Unexpectedly, 5 days later I got a phone call from the management asked me to catch an interview on that day. I refused to come and asked for reschedule for the day after, and amazingly they agreed! After I hang up the phone, I just realized that I didn't know what job did I apply for,kinda silly huh :)
Anyway, because the place was high up the mountain, I have to borrow car from my sist-in-law-to-be ( gosh did I owe her sooo much ) and asked my boyfriend to take me there 1 hour before. But unfortunately, on the day everything seemed to go wrong. The car was not available until last minute, etc etc, but I was able to came to the interview place right on time. In a nutshell, the interview went good. I applied for 3 kinds of job, marketing, front office and secretary ( the last one was advice from my boyfriend ) , and the HRD asked me if was willing to be placed as secretary in head office, ha! On the next day, I was introduced to the President Director of the company, and he said : " well, I won't ask u too much question because I were very well recommended " OMG, I was hired!!I was asked to work the day after, but I refused because I still need to find a boarding house and settle my previous-to-be job. Few days later, I came to the company again for hand over and look for room to live. One of the boarding room that is closest to my workplace is full already, so we find another one quite far away. I haven't got any budget to buy a motorcycle so I have to walk to my work, so I asked my boyfriend to take me back to my workplace so I can measure how far should I go everyday. On our way to the office,we met the owner of the full boarding house one, and he said that it appears that there is still one empty room available at the back of the boarding house my boyfriend talked about. So we went to the place, and it was great!!well, not that great actually, because it was a little bit overpriced but still I can save some money because I don't have to buy motorcycle, hohoho.
Now as I sit at my desk and typing this blog, I realise that pieces of the puzzle in my life is falling into it's places. I have been looking for new job for 6 months and didn't suceeded, and when I thought that my world is falling down, I have a tiny and unintended chance, a chance which I don't think I will even consider if I don't have to, and it turns out to be one of the best thing happen to me. Now I'm leaving my old life behind, it's not like I didn't enjoy my previous year, but I really want to change to be a better person, not just in term of career, but in many other things that I think is too personal to talk about here.
Believe me, that when u r ready to let go, everything will come to u eventually with much than u can expect. Cheers :D
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